Sam lover, sam hater....

I am watching through supernatural right now and violently swinging between loving sam winchester and hating him. He's so good but so bad. I think he's just like me fr so that's why I am so conflicted. He makes a lot of the same mistakes I do, so I'm holding him by the shoulders going "ARGARGARGARG"

The one thing that he does that I really don't agree with is how often he abandons dean like with the whole dog situation. But also I understand the desire to get away from the life that he is trapped in with how often it ends badly for him.

I am biting the bars of my enclosure idk how to feel about him.