I don't know what it is with 2025 but this year i've been feeling at my lowest. maybe it's because i've been bottling everything up for so long and now it wants to spill put but i know im too young to feel this way. it's so hard being poc and having friends that think racist jokes are funny. i'm already insecure from other things but i just can't deal with it anymore. i genuinely don't know if im going to be able to make it through next year. my grade in algebra is already making me feel horrible and im home alone everyday with no one to talk to and distract me from everything. i can't think of what ill be or do in the future and i've been thinking about the meaning of life and what happens after you die. maybe it's just my hormones and i'm having a bad night, but i can't deny that i've been feeling this way for a while.
i'm at my breaking point
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It’s very easy to feel this way, this year has been so bad the people have changed so much “negatively” and their kind of energy is god awful 2 b around. I understand how you’re feeling and feeling stuck feels hard to get out of :,( as much as you may hear people say this or as you may read it.. everything will be okay and turn up for you, try to steer away from people that make you feel down if you can (ik they’re everywhere) racist jokes aren’t funny either that type of thing is so normalized now it’s never a problem to outsiders :,( all you can do is try and focus on you at the end of the day it ends with you try and think about how you want to start your day, how you’re feeling etc. the more you positively you think or tell yourself you’ll have a good day the more you just might even if you don’t feel like it’s a possibility. You can do anything you put your mind to and that’s a fact :,)) I hope that you feel better soon.
thank you this cheered me up

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