im gonna cry

my 4th block teacher will say so much yet I'm always like "what." i asked a question cus i was genuinely confused on a project that's due in 2 days, my brain had been spiraling so I hadn't had a moment to think of what she meant on the: who what when where why and the impact and she told me but like i feel fucking autistic and immediately once i left my brain went BLANK I am quite literally about to spiral and thats only really because i have to present in a full class outloud, and my brain goes "AGHHHH FUCKCKCKKC AHHHHH'