my 4th block teacher will say so much yet I'm always like "what." i asked a question cus i was genuinely confused on a project that's due in 2 days, my brain had been spiraling so I hadn't had a moment to think of what she meant on the: who what when where why and the impact and she told me but like i feel fucking autistic and immediately once i left my brain went BLANK I am quite literally about ... » Continue Reading
this fucking kid im having to watvh at the party my mom hosted ror my brother wont FUCKING LISTEN HE KNOWS WHAT I SAID BUT WONT LISTEN LIKE OMFG????? » Continue Reading
I'm starting to lose my mind, I can't seem to feel normal anymore omg I'm such a whiny baby geez, I want to be normal i just want to be normal it eats me alive when i think about it but what else is there to think of, i can only fear the worst yet nothing ever comes, why am i cursed for all eternity. i want to be free from the pits of hell that I have attached myself to maybe then ill be able to l... » Continue Reading
i cant seem to find comfort in anything i do, I'm always laying down and i get annoyed at everything, my mental health is slowly draining, and when i try to ask for help all i do is end up sounding whiny im dissociating more than i should be, my brain shuts down when im over people, and i keep bottling up emotions last night was the worst, my best friend of like 3 years finally texted me, BUT ON R... » Continue Reading
i feel insane i want to talk about my feelings but the moment i do i fear im like some burden i have a new crush every day right now it’s on one of my guy friends when i KNOW for a fact he doesn’t like me lmfao.. i have a fear of being left alone yet everyday im waiting for at least SOMEONE to text me i beg for even the slightest bit of attention because nobody will listen to me the only person w... » Continue Reading