i was right the first time.

ouch. well at least its off my chest now. and theres only one day til the holidays so i hopefully wont have to see you ever again because even though we said it wont be awkward it obviously will be.

its still embarrassing and it hurts.

ive felt sick to the stomach all day and night and i dont know if its because of all the soda i drank or because of the fact that you lead me on so bad.

jesus christ i suck so much.

forever the unsayable,

sugar