love and being loved

grocery shopped today with patrick, bought foods that'll last a bit maybe..? i mean i hope it stretches, lol. 

i made us some hamburger helper, and I actually properly measured stuff this time, lol. it makes me happy to do little things like this for him. it came out really well too. tomorrow we're gonna try to make some pasta dish i found on reels.. im excited. and we'll have the house to ourselves so it'll be like a nice faux domestic life. how nice.. <3 

made a few kandis for our fnaf2 movie date too. drank hot chocolate and watched old markiplier fnaf videos.. watched a lot of coryxkenshin today.. it was a really good day.

with how well its all going, im super nervous on how bad my inevitable crash will be when hes gone. lol. trying to push it to the back of my mind.