#10

i reconnected w someone else he didnt like in the past and ive been honestly living it up. i hardly have time to think abt him anymore :)  the guys name is josh, (I KNOW, ANOTHER J NAME, SHUT UP) and he and i were friends in high school but he graduated two years before me and honestly thats where my life started going downhill .-. hes kind of the perfect balance between keeping me on the right track mental-health wise and not trying to change anything about me. i mean, we arent that close, i know that whole process happens very slowly but he just lets me ramble about whatever i want and i havent had a complaint about him yet. well except the [NSFW REDACTED LOL]