its too quiet

a bit sad tonight. i feel weird

am i thought about as much as i want to be

i hope so. 

this isnt much of a diary entry. sorry. today i drew, and i had toast and rice. im incompetent so i had to have my toast buttered for me ;; tomorrow i might be going out but i wont get my hopes up. the weather is bad and everytime i get excited for anything it kind of gets delayed or canceled somehow. we'll see. 

ahh, i hate this feeling. ._.

i dont have anything more to say. and theres no words in the English language to describe this deep feeling in my chest. 

goodnight.