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Preface: 16 when I wrote this, very dramatic (per ush), enjoy and know that I am medicated for anxiety now.
April 9, 2019
What will I do if my spouse dies first? I will not know what to do with myself and just kill myself but I will be tortured in hell for that while he is in heaven without me, and he will hate me from heaven.
What will I do when my parents die? What if I have no friends and my brother and family all gate me and I will have no reason to live and I will go to hell and be tortured because I killed myself!
How am I going to keep on living as I watch all the people I love die? Sometimes I just want to die so that I don’t have to see that or deal with any of that.
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Will of the Jungle
heavy stuff, I hope you've since found peace on some of these hypotheticals