postrecollectionregret

we had our recollection today yayy!!

we count to like 17

i got 10

he got 10

ofc we got paired together for a discussion

well it was lowkey awkward since we didn't know what to talk about since we're already close

then

for the rest of the recollection before break, our arms were touching on the armrest, no one moving

then we were talking abt enchanted kingdom and i didnt understand part of what he was saying

so i looked at the side of my eyeglasses to hear him better

shut up yes i do that if i focus on the person my hearing suddenly gets better

e this was my view

well bro

something like that dont judge a mouse user for their art

and we had tons of laughs during that convo

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ok so i snuck the letter in his envelope where all his letters were

then i sat with my friends when we read the letters

through my tears i can see he was holding the small note i snuck in

ok heart sped up

but i continued reading my letters and sobbing over them

but when i looked at him again through my tears, he was still staring at the letter, puzzled

then on the way back from the retreat complex, his umbrella broke so ofc me being the asbolute kindest most angelic bitch sent down from the heavens shared my umbrella with him

then we went to wendys

we ate ofc ,at separate booths

his booth was right behind me for reference

i was just eating my salad when i suddenly heard "Guys someone confessed to me through the letters"
I fuggen choked

ofc i looked at my friends (they knew i had a crush on him)
i nodded, signalling i did send the letter

one of my friends (who my crush is ironically shipped with)
stepped up for me and said she wrote the letter w chatgpt just to make fun of him

bc all three of them said i would get found out so easily bc im so stupid in love

well yea

HAHAHHAHAH

then we went to parkway (alfresco commercial space of restos)
he sat beside me

we read out recollection letters to eachother

his arm was touching mine again