Disgust

God I feel so disgusted by myself, I feel appalled to think I have the audacity to believe I deserve to Eat a meal. I feel disgusted that I believe I deserve anything but suffering. I honestly hate the people who surround me sometimes, I hate those who think they’re my friends. I have a twat clinging to me at school and I’ve told her to get away from me, genuinely I wish I could isolate myself from everyone. I wish I would just die tonight and never wake up.