trust

we're back on the voice to text gangbangers. I want to talk about trust, never trusted anyone I never will. Not in some I had a traumatic event scar me and I'm alone wolf and I'm a special snowflake and yeah yeah yeah. 

It's not even a conscious decision for me to not trust people my brain ever since I was a kid has just been feeding me this narrative that nothing anyone says is ever true and it never will be.

I go in to every situation with the predisposed subconscious belief that everybody is lying until proven otherwise. Not that I accuse people of lying regularly it's just in the back of my mind my brain says "they could be lying just be prepared for that when it happens "