Yesterday was the last day before spring break for my school and after spring break is over, I have two months before I official graduate.
It seems unreal,honestly, especially because I thought I would be dead before then. And yeah I still have a little time to make that happen (lol) but I don't think it will. I just keep thinking about past me, and how my life has changed so much and how it ((my life)) would be if certain events and people didn't, or did, happen in my life. It's crazy to think that adulthood is right around the corner. it seems unrealistic, or like I'm in a different universe where I'm growing up. i hate it, while simultaneously being super excited.
Sometimes I hope that I wake up being 14 again. Sometimes I want to fastfoward to when I'm in love with life (if ever),have people who care about me, and am crazy successful.
trust me someday you'll miss these days savor it make some final memories when i left school for the final time i had a friend write "F**k this place" (spacehey rules had to censor it srry) on my back i also unintentionally wore a shirt that the principal saw as problematic so i spent my last day fighting the clothing policy XD when i left i took the shirt off and walked to the bus like that it's a fun story funny thing is though the best days of my life where while i was in school i specifically feel 2014 was the best year in my life ever with 2015 being a pretty good runner up not to say i didn't go through some tough times those years but all ton of my favorite moments in my life up to point where those years idk i know i'm not uniuqe in that view i've met others that share it but i've also met many who hated their school years and thats valid too if you can aim high do it it'd be a shame to waste your life school is only the start you have many more trials waiting ahead be strong and face them head on
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andrew covell
trust me someday you'll miss these days savor it make some final memories when i left school for the final time i had a friend write "F**k this place" (spacehey rules had to censor it srry) on my back i also unintentionally wore a shirt that the principal saw as problematic so i spent my last day fighting the clothing policy XD when i left i took the shirt off and walked to the bus like that it's a fun story funny thing is though the best days of my life where while i was in school i specifically feel 2014 was the best year in my life ever with 2015 being a pretty good runner up not to say i didn't go through some tough times those years but all ton of my favorite moments in my life up to point where those years idk i know i'm not uniuqe in that view i've met others that share it but i've also met many who hated their school years and thats valid too if you can aim high do it it'd be a shame to waste your life school is only the start you have many more trials waiting ahead be strong and face them head on
Thank you for this!
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