the feeling of never being enough is a hole in my chest unable to be filled by anyone. and that's okay, that's not what's bothersome- what's bothersome is the fear that i will never be able to fill it myself... which inevitably means that it will never be filled at all. a walking hole in my chest. imagine. a gunshot wound, inflicted as a child, unable to recover because she ende » Continue Reading
Yesterday was the last day before spring break for my school and after spring break is over, I have two months before I official graduate. It seems unreal,honestly, especially because I thought I would be dead before then. And yeah I still have a little time to make that happen (lol) but I don't think it will. I just keep thinking about past me, and how my l » Continue Reading