Birthdayyyy

so today is my birthday I'm now officially 15 and honestly it kinda sucks

my parents never really had their birthdays celebrated so they just view it as a normal day that there's nothing wrong with that either ik when you get older its less exciting but i want to feel really special for a day you know?

i really don't want to seem ungrateful but I'm just reminded how nothing has really changed since last year  

I'm really happy i got a jean jacket though and tomorrow I'm getting a knife so I'm happy about those things