Smoll update 16/11/2025

I apologise for being absent for a few years, college sorta took over my life and since then, I just never got back into blogging. But hopefully I am back now! I want to get back into blogging again, I've missed it. I enjoyed having this, even if no one read my posts, I still want to post, because I can't remember everything, I can't store all of my memories in my head, so I want to put them here. 

A lot has happened since my last blog entry in 2023 when I went to Whitby. I met my partner at college, I dropped out after completing the first year ( and now indebted to student finance), I volunteered for a while until I got a job where my mum works, and now I'm finally starting to live my life and go out and do things. 

! TW: Food and possible ED mentions, and mental health !

My mental and physical health was at its worst during college, I was barely eating and developed anaemia, my mental health was almost as bad as when I was in secondary school and sixth form, I was really not doing good. It was like working in a sweatshop doing this fashion course, it almost crippled me, I never had a break, I was working from when I woke up to when I went to bed. 

! TW ends !

But now I am out of that space, my mental health is still not perfect but its probably been the best it has ever been since I was about 11. I have a job and some money coming in so I can go and do stuff. My partner, Charlie, I have to thank, he has stuck with me through some of the toughest times and continues to help look after me and I look after him. My friends Robin, Alfie, Raya and Silas I also must thank, they have supported me during my troubles and shared fun times, they are my family. 

I hope to continue blogging and sharing my good and bad times with whoever is reading this <3