November 13th 2025: Discipline and explanation of horrible people ive met

Today as always was fine, i did my schoolwork and i finally actually finished the math game. I fixed all the bugs and made a code simpler because the last code i was using was extremely complicated. I really hope the math teacher likes it and gives me and the group a good grade. 

Last night i had a dream where me and my parents were driving home then my dad started off roading that caused a cop care to pull him over; Little did we know the cop was actually a weed dealer with a bunch of smiling friends shirts and stuff. After that interaction me and my mom started smoking weed together and then i teleported to school high. then some random stuff happened and i woke up.

When i was younger i downloaded discord and started talking in random vcs. I met someone name Jayce and he invited me to a server, after that he proceeded to do some really weird things. Some of note are having a gore and nsfw channel in a server full of minors as a minor, lying about people who left the server and LOTS LOTS MORE THINGS!!! Jayce without going in to much detail introduced me to something that affected me and many around me for years to come. (Comment if yall want a blog about that)

Ever since the whole N situation its made me be able to reflect on how i acted around specific people and how my mental health was royally messed up. She honestly helped me realize that I was acting like a weirdo towards those specific people. Ive been doing a lot better recently and have learned to discipline myself on my bad habits. N if by the impossible chance that you are reading this, thank you for making me realize how weird i was acting. GOODBYE!!!!