3shoulder tap

FUCK I DID NOT GET OVER HIM

well the crush DID die down so

basically me and my friends were doing this thing

touch your own shoulder, touch your own shoulder, touch friends shoulder (close), touch friends shoulder (far), like ur arm is wrapped around them

well

they made me do it to hinm (they dont know. well i think they know but not the FULL extent of it yk)
well i paused for a sceond like "r they making fun of me, wtf, huh" well just imagine a fuckass anime girl spiralling abt her crush,,,

well double and speedup those thoughts by 5x and thats what went through my mind before one of my friends clarified na its not like... that

well i did it

ok

well i didnt actually have a "moment" with him while i was doing that

i js

i think im falling for the events, not the person again