Dysmorphic Allergic Reaction

Very stagnant air.

Very sore inside 

this concave of cracked 

and peeled lips.

A goldmine for any in search of 

a missing pretty 

ruby or amethyst.

Voyagers willingness earnest 

or very reluctant in their truest truth 

of sought after mutuality 

there.

Also there.

And don’t forget 

right there. 

These rhinestones of mine forget 

I’m selfish under all this makeup 

I pretend to wear everyday. 

I’m selfish under a freshly washed face 

I pretend to have everyday. 

Uglier the longer I keep 

white water rafting on the Queen of Hearts. 

Mental illness pinball.