Log06 - 11/12/25

I woke up with a grand urge to lock in.

Here is a list of things I must do sooner than later:

After therapy, pick up your bedroom. Make it nice, just for you

Try again with a better hygiene routine

Charge car battery enough to get it to the shop. Get it looked at. Pay for what needs to be fixed, or give up and get a different car. Utilize your boss's kindness and have her help you get to where you gotta go. Make this happen within the month.

Research some stuff for photography; look into some equipment upgrades. Take a cam with you everywhere. Don't just do this for the money- document and enjoy.

Consider the laundromat when you have license. When the house is overwhelming and the washer and dryer are hard to get to, just go enjoy the laundromat.

Keep up with therapy; shoot for weekly.

When in possession of license, find more places to hang at that is not work or home. Enjoy your surroundings.

I want to feel like an adult and have the freedom that matches that. My family is unwell and I must rely on myself to make shit happen. I will only ask for help when I truly need it and can find an able and willing person. I must get shit done. Life goal rn is to enjoy myself and have fun and feel in control of myself. I must commit. More active less passive.