pleh

depressed cnt sleep 

watching dispatch 

need to pee 

too lazy to use the bathroom ._.

i have an infusion tomorrow.. for my chronic illness LOL

i want mcdonalds tomorrow before it 

im exhausted i usually cant sleep before appointments so im just awake TwT

i also am losing will to live 

i order some cosplay stuff hopefully i can keep everyone happy.

is it even worth trying to bea streamer i feel like i suck at everything and like my soul hurts and i forgot to take my meds

idk if im interesting enough for people to watch :((

aorry u guys 

rlly downer post