Transphobic Christmas

Christmas was great up until my fiancé transphobic aunt came over. I feel like I’m hiding who I am. I’ll never be fully accepted. I will always feel different abnormal less than. It’s a lot to deal with.  So accepted from her parents and siblings so when other people don’t accept it really hurts and bothers me. I feel like I gotta lie about who I am🥴. Tbh I’m just overwhelmed. I wanna go where I am comfortable and I’m not comfortable here. It’s draining me I feel shameful amongst other things. Hopefully things will end better. I wish I didn’t leave my weed in Texas I would surely fire up a fat ass blunt right now.