college is sucking lately

I haven't had the motivation for college anymore and im getting lowkey? Depressed? I'm just Stressed and I kind of want to take time off work to focus on school. I know I don't need to, but lately I've been so unmotivated and struggling to find the inspiration for school and what I'm supposed to be passionate about. I just wanna do nothing and stay home all day and be a hermit. I miss my boyfriend. I Am Hating life rn. #Hater. Uhm. Idk what makes me feel motivated to do school, but I Dont wanna go to work today. but I only work Monday??? weird... I'm Not getting scheduled which is weird. I guess. I dont work tomorrow. So I can focus on homework. bleh Fuck!! I wanna be a stay at home loser!! FML!!! My angel wings are a Tad Bit itchy. Teags will be here to help me put lotion on foe me... heh...I look good today. Wish I could post a pic. I wanna go home. at least I only work today this week I guess. wont get paid much. fml.