exhausted

im so Tired of Life rn. Like I'm so high on it, but I dont wanna do it anymore. </3. I miss my boyfriend and I have so much homework and I gotta take out 5k in loans and then I gotta take court ordered classes and I'm so irritated and bothered and just UGHHHH. I'm hoping my tat tomorrow will help me feel better. I dont wanna go to work today, but hey, tomorrow, I dont have any work. me and teagan are supposed to hangout and work on illustrator tonight. so tired of school cannot WAIT for a long ass break or maybe even the first snow fall. I want school to be canceled so I can stay home and feel snowed in. hah... I miss the snow... My room is a mess and I gotta clean it but im just so like unmotivated to do anything other than to rot my life away. I work and go to school, but fuck I am barely taking care of myself. i need to do what's important and start taking out my loans and shit and not $300 from my savings for a tattoo like gaw...