More sad bc idk.

I miss my gf so so much . Maybe she hates me . Maybe she never wants to talk or see me again . Have no clue what it is . Ive just been sad a lot . Crying alot . Maybe im overthinking . Idk . I just miss her and love her and i really really really wanna talk to her ☹️  I also really miss my dad as well . When will things be happy ? I thought going to college and getting away from my horrible home i hate will make me happier . Why is this happening to me why why ?