I hate long distance

I've recently started dating my online best friend. Oct 3rd. Uhm we've been close since about fall 2022 and talked everyday for a very long long time. 

I didn't believe in online dating because I had done it before and it was just draining and humiliating. I always hated how fast people got into relationships especially online because then I'd just see them break up like 2 months later. Thats how it was for me too. All my other online dating experiences were extremely traumatic. 

I Now realize uhm. yeah it's not terrible? it Sucks But only because of the distance. but I love being with him because He understands me like no other its crazy. We are so perfect together. 

He promised to come visit me soon and I'd Kill for it. not legitimately but like. Metaphorically. I want him here so. bad. I miss him. I wanna take him shopping. and buy him so much Stuff. (with his money cuz my job sux!)

but anyway I just broke down texting him while hes at this party telling him how much I miss him and hes like Ya girl I'll come to u soon dw.... and I MISS HIMMM WEHHHHH. anyway. rant ova.