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I feel less shitty, bc I *do* like studying, but its interesting that I ALWAYS forget I like reading and studying and answering quizes and FUCK, I'm tired and cant do the things I like. Thats it.
Thats always it.
Theres always an it to ghost me from afar.
Theres always some pain to make me procrastinate til dawn.
If I'm in pain, is it procrastinating or something different?
If everytime I'm in pain I stop my life, I will never live again.
Everytime I start living again, the pain gets manageble. Until its not.
To live is an excuse to be happy. To feel pain will be an excuse to try again.
I hope so.
k,by
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maciel
i have like, 5+ things i gotta do today and i've been procrastinating the whole week cause i focused so much on making my mind feel greater.
shit's getting hard. i don't remember the last time i've been such an overthinker for absolutely everything. i feel you. pain keeps us from doing stuff and i wish we both could stop feeling this pain
Ah maninho :(
Fico triste d vdd sabendo disso, mas no fim das contas oq eu venho percebendo (na marra) é q n tem jeito, a gnt PRECISA parar de tempos em tempos, se não pifa.
Eu ia ate postar agr q dps d passar o fim de semana estudando eu fiz uma prova do krl, e acho q so consegui estudar bem nesses poucos dias e me sentir melhor hj pq fiquei mofando a semana toda
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