school is fucking me in the ass

i'm like behind as hell in this one class that i only took becuase my mom wanted me to and i literally predicted exactly what was gonna happen and it happened and the deadline for like half the assignments this semester was yesterday. i didnt have like 3/4 of them done. so. i dont really know how i'm gonna pass. and my teacher probably hates me. and in history my teacher is actually so fucking ass and theres this essay were supposed to be finishing in the last couple classes and i just fucking realized, i forgot to get an extension for it! i missed the deadline to get an extension on it because i just forgot. who even gaf i dont even careeeeee!!!!!!!!!! i dont even have a thesis statement for it yet. oh my godddd. like i honestly have no clue what i'm going to do it on and i asked the teacher for help and she lowk made it worse for me now i have to make this timeline thing as prep I DONT NEED PREP LOWK!! ITS LOWK SO FUCKING USELESS THIS IS THE SECOND MA FOR FRESHMAN YEAR ITS NOT THAT DEEP!! i could literally make any fucking claim about women in the tang dynasty and write the whole thing in two minutes but nooooo!!! WHO GAF!!!!!! OH MY GODDDDD. THIS IS WHY STUDENTS HERE DONT FUCKING SELF ADVOCATE!! shes just generally a terrible teacher too. how do we have so many terrible teachers we're like top 50 schools in america. this isnt even funny LIKE AT THE END OF THE DAY WHY DO I EVEN CARE SO MUCH?????? NONE OF THIS MATTERS!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!