A Second Birthday has [is going to] hit the SpaceHey servers.

It will be my birthday soon, and this would be the second time I am able(?)/going to write about my birthday passing on SpaceHey.

I think I joined this site around my senior year of undergrad, but I couldn't get into writing blogs regularly at the time because I didn't really know what to write to make it meaningful and interesting, so I dropped it because I didn't give a jam about it.

I would miss the aesthetic and come back. I used to read people's blogs because I was interested in what people had to say, but a lot of them became bot posts and the ones that are usually popular that get pushed to the top aren't what I'm interested in.

I was a lot more hopeful last year about EMPLOYMENT, but the U.S. is evil. I've, instead, been enjoying the time I have with friends, socializing and playing games. I could not care less about gaps in my résumé. I don't live to work, to cater to jobs and employers. Now, I'm spending my free time learning Chinese and Japanese albeit at a rather slow pace. I'm really just waiting for the job market to "be better" but I'm honestly not sure what that's going to look like for me. Real job postings that don't ask entry-level people to already have the world under their belt, I guess. Can I be normal? Can I be mediocre? I don't care to already know these applications and programs beforehand for the company's benefit. Can I live? Can I do things that I enjoy?

Any who, a second consecutive birthday on SpaceHey and a 3rd or 4th year incoming on this account. I love documentation. I love feeling nostalgic. I am planting the trees for this epic shade or how ever the saying goes. I will keep talking and writing about myself and myself and myself and myself. This is all for me.

16 October 2025 (10:38 PM)