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I'm finally a senior in highschool (yay) but holy shit has it increased my mental seperation from everyone at my fucking school. I genuinely cant stand anyone im clawing at the bars of my cage. I've already finished my uni applications and I Know that once I get my results its gonna be so hard for me to drag myself out of my room to go to school. It's not even the classes itself that are bad I love learning and actually really like all of my teachers this year but all my classmates are just so superficial and so fake and just seem to have nothing going for them but peaking in highschool. I'm really feeling like i'm living the I'm not Okay With This MCR music video.. But, anyways im currently trying to just vibe with that status and chill out watching green day and MCR music videos and reading fanfiction in my room while hitting my vape, i wish i still had a box of cigs left but i dont feel like walking the 20 minutes to the store anytime soon so vape it is. Weed would be better.
embracing the hs loser status
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Coconut Head
I feel you, I was the same way in highschool. I know how cliche it is to say but it's cliche because it's true, you'll look back fondly on highschool. I sound like some fuckin boomer saying that but honestly even though I was also a loser in hs i'd still like to go back if i could.
Yeah i definitely see that, my best friend graduated high school last year and is in uni now and shes already complaining to me about new responsibilties and other stuff so I defintely am counting my blessings (especially the lack of responsibilities i have now lmao) I think its true for everyone that we tend to have an easier time seeing the negative so I;ll try to see the positives and appreciate them a little more while they last. Thanks for the reply!!
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