Re-Entry

It's way too easy to slip back in to old habits huh. But, here I am, high as shit, listening to a video about hacking. Most of my time is spent at work or playing video games, mostly Stardew Valley or Postal Redux. I'm pretty proud of being an assistant manager at the halloween store, but I am super aware that that is kinda not a big deal. I mostly enjoy having more duties and more money hehehe. I have so much to catch up on here and on my other usual sites. In fact, I've written this in bits and pieces since I've simply been to busy/not able to focus. Whether I am actually busy or if I'm just flitting from activity to activity is not a question I can answer! I am working about 40 hrs a week, which doesn't sound like a lot, but for a long time I was essentially too unwell mentally to handle it. Now I can, which is great! But the stress of being the sole provider for me and my boyfriend is getting to me. I had almost a year of not-smoking under my belt, and then a few months ago I started smoking again, and now I am 10 days smoke free. Instead, I've been drinking far too expensive coffee drinks which is definitely hurting my bank account! I'm hoping I'll make a bit more time for hanging out here on the web and blogging/writing. It's really satisfying honestly, so I can't imagine I'll ever stay away for too long.