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screaming personality (mentally, at least)

okay, i wrote about too many negative things - what about talking about something good?

dunno about you guys, but i feel like i am AT MY FUCKING PEAK right now. i'm at the best point of my entire life and i am so happy for that.

i'm taking care of my hair, i'm feeling good with myself, i've been dealing with sad little situations pretty well, i have a nice group of friends (both irl and on spacehey eheh), i'm doing uni and working, just recieved my salary today, it's all just SO GOOD. 

like, i think i actually love myself now. im a big sonic fan, i love experimental music types and a little bit of metal/rock, im always trying to express myself in the best ways possible, and all of this makes me think i have such a screaming personality. not in the sense of watching me once and thinking "woah thats him", but i feel like i got an image of myself. 

I KNOW WHO I AM NOW. 

i have a perfect image of myself. an idea of who i am. i know it's been a while ever since that happened but i'm just starting to look at myself this way recently, and this is very insane considering im someone who always felt sort of empty and sad because i had no friends.

dude. i did all of this. this insane mental work to feel right with who i am. i couldn't do none of this without my buddies, but... holy shit, i did that much?

i'm so happy.


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☆.⋆°★Dizzy☆.⋆°★

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Good for youuu I hope it gets better


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soqyrzzhusaan

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hey im so happy for you!!


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thank you!! :))

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Ayusu

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yayyyyyy vamoooooooo


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yayyy!!! obg por comentar inclusive :DD

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(❁´◡`❁)💗💗

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missnanai

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OMG SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU (∩˃o˂∩)♡ may ur life always be filled with joys and blessingsu deserve the good thing in life man, for being such a good online friend who taught me things (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡


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NAI!!! havent seen you in a while girlie!!!

thank you <333 youre such a cool and kind person

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yeahh i'll try to be more active here, spacehey is indeed my comfort ;p

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Ame 💜

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Cara, me ensine fazer isso pq me sinto uma bosta kkk, na vdd preciso de fazer o meu glowup para estar bonita em agosto


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agosto tipo, do ano que vem??

mas sério acho que o motivo do meu glowup é saúde mental melhor
eu considero isso como uma mistura de sorte com esforço, honestamente

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Sim pq se não estiver bonita para a escola formada como que vou achar um namorado bonito?

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itrhld

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i couldn't be prouder of you, i say this with my whole heart :,, saw you grow up so much in the span of, like, one month? crazy work from your part, really!!!!


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woah its been this long already??? also, thank you for staying<33

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time flies when you have fun apparently...

or even if you don't, imho. but i had fun lol

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we both had!!

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cries in portuguese

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꒰୨୧◞ 。m1s4⠀.ᐟ // hanako's wife .🍓 n1 shoujo girl!!

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misa is proud mother 2.0 im so pordu!!!!! proud****🦚🦚🦚🦚


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I DID IT MOM

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Y3k_Nath

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QUE MANEIRO MAMACIEL, tudo de bom pra vc


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OBG NATH 🙏🙏

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Expiredbug

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typa post that puts a smile on your face and makes you start counting your blessings


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IANFISNSODJSMDJSNEJ awh thank you so much <33

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Samon(FAIRY GAYFATHER)

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YIPPEEEEEEEEE LESS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONGRATULATIONS SON


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THANK YOU 🙏🙏🙏

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rupt !!

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HAPPY MACI BLOG LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO


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HELL YEAH

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rupt !!

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part of me wishes i was your pet cat. another part of me would run into ongoing warfare if it meant keeping you this happy for even a few days. /VPOS
GOD I LOVE THIS FOR YOUUUU !!!! YOU'VE BEEN DOING AMAZING !! sending a fuck ton of hugs ur way broski. >:] <3


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THANK YOU RUPPTTT YOURE AWESOME ILY <33

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LOVE YA TOO BRO IM SO PROUD OF YOU :D

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