Before September Ends

I wasn't going to do any sort of "introductory" post, not even a hi or hello, but I changed my mind I guess. It felt a bit too intimidating to just go straight into posts about my life. I have been enjoying writing on here throughout my days and using the Diary option, but I hesitate to post them. One thing about me is I am going to have a thing or two to say throughout the day, but let me not shitpost all my thoughts! Although I probably still will... I don't really care. Read them or don't, I won't be offended. 
October looms over me each year. I love the aesthetic and general excitement that comes with the colder weather, but it is just a hard month. Difficult because of old memories and because of how gd early the sun sets and the obligatory busyness that it always somehow brings. 
I am making Halloween decorations for my office tonight. I am trying very, very hard to keep myself busy. I worry that there will soon be the devil on my shoulder telling me to isolate and heavily sedate myself, but I suppose there is nothing to worry about until I feel his trident's prongs climbing up me. 

peace out
xoxo luckyl8ybug