Irritated

I'm 22 now. I'm still here. I'm so pathetic!!! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!! I'M FUCKING STUPID, I DON'T HAVE A JOB AND EVERYONE HATES ME!!! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!! I JUST WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!! I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT GOING TO MY DR ANYMORE!!! I JUST WANT SOME PEACE AND QUIET!!!! I can't take this anymore ;(