This is sad

I've been so painfully lonely for months now, it's really just sad at this point. I never go out, don't have a reason to unless my family makes me. Not only that, but I don't like driving, so I couldn't anyway if I did have somewhere I wanted to go. Driving scares me. I have no IRL friends, I see no one other than my own family every day. Low-key, this is messing up my mental health istg. I am just permanently super sad and lonely, it sucks. Not only that but people make me uncomfortable if they arent the kind of person im looking for, which yea i feel sounds super shallow or rude but cmon, if you are weirding me out in any way i am not going to talk to you. but damnit im desperate for connection sadkfjlhasdfjh