I feel like i'm being crushed alive lol

Hello guys i died for a long long time uhm i am so damn stressed out right neow and i actually hate my schedule this year so much. Having three Ap(well technically 2 but pre-cal is super intense) classes as my first three periods that are all on opposite sides of the campus from one another is going to have me dead by the end of the year, not to mention that i study best in class environments and i have no free periods before any of my important classes to do that and i think my grades are going to suffer from it. I have an insufferable 4th period full of freshmen kids that make me want to rip my brains out and the teacher does nothing about it so then my favorite class becomes me just trying my hardest to not lash out or break down, i try my hardest to decompress and stuff in there too but sometimes i just cant. Lunch is fine but these two sophomores come and sit out there and they do not stop talking and i do not like them and they need to go away. My art class is quiet and actually my easiest class (that is until i have to do assignments which might not go well because im so burnt out already) And then i have Ap Lit which is also chill so thats okay too i guess. I also have been cramming in driving practice because my mom did not let me drive all summer and my drivers test is MONDAY and i have zero experience because our instructor drove with us for maybe an hour and i have broke down while driving 2 out of the 3 times we have been driving and my mom got so mad about it the second time that i havent driven since, so now i literally have one weekend to practice and then i have my test and i am so terrified even though i have been told by others that it is super easy. 

 Today i was getting sent paragraphs by my mom all day because i need to switch from Ap Bio into Ap Chem and theres a whole drama with the Bio teacher so i had to get the switch approved by our principal so i had to search the school for him and plan out what i was going to say and this and that and all the other shit and it had me so upset that i was genuinely on the verge of tears all day. I have had a headache since 6th period, and have had a lump in my throat for the past hour, and i have not done any homework or other stuff since i got home. I have been laying in bed in mutiple uncomfortable positions and watching Gorillaz interviews unable to move, i have also stress eaten two giant things of popcorn and have a terrible stomach ache (though i also had a bagel which was nice) 

I just feel like no matter what i do there is something wrong, and this year is so important to the rest of my life and i have to apply for fucking colleges and shit next year and i don't even know what i want to go into because everything i love gets me nowhere and every adult i talk to about it never provides any comfort and just make the fear worse. And all of my friends have made me upset this past month for such stupid insignificant things they did not even know they were doing and so i feel like a terrible guy for getting upset at them all so quickly, i also have to balance talking to this girl that is really nice with not outing myself in art class so i am more conscience of my voice than i have ever been (and i have always been SUPER conscience about it) and theres just more and more things every single day that all just add up and i feel like i'm going to explode at any moment and i'm going to look like a total loser in front of an entire class because im going to burst into tears and dudes aren't supposed to cry as much as i do. I just need fall break to hurry up so i can maybe have a single moment of peace without looming homework and without hangouts and anything else. I just need to curl into a ball and sob for a day, then i will be fine.