building up the courage

the thought just doesn't leave my head

i can't stop thinking about it

i've been looking up the most painless way to do it

now i'm just trying to build up the courage

i have to be there the best i can for my family

my friends

and her, even though we don't have nothing, anymore

i want to be in good terms with everyone

when all's done

i might finally do it

i just need the courage