please god i just wanna stop looking at women wishing i was a man.Â
it’s torture.
idk how to explain it but liking women is sm worse than liking men. you can never fully move on. it hurts more esp when you can’t do anything about it because of your faith.
a wave of sadness washes over me whenever i think about you. i know you never felt the same, you were just toying with me. i know i was just an emotional support and i was the first one to pop up in your head when you had projects, tests, etc.Â
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robbinscatter
As a lesbian Christian, a post i saw on Pinterest changed my perpective. It was about someone's brother saying "Ya know, it's weird for God to make these people who they are and then say, that they are wrong for being what they were made to be".
If He made you this way, means He loves you this way and needs you that very way He created you. Or he wants you to go through hardships to fight through and see that you were loved all along. God loves giving the most trials to his most favorite warriors.