The Last 3 Years

I did say I was gonna update y’all on what I’ve been up to since then. So here it is.

Quick introduction if y’all don’t know me. Hi I’m Angela or Ollie, 19 and female using she/they pronouns.

The last time I was on here I was 16. Which means I was in my sophomore year of high school. That was right after COVID. Since I was a sophomore is 2022, I was the first set of high school students going into high school for the first time after COVID. That entire pandemic made me miss the tradition from middle school to high school.

One of the biggest things I did in high school was choir. It gave me something to do other than siting around since I had no friends. Or might I say “friends”. I say that because I’ve gone through several friend groups throughout and non of them ever stuck or ever been consistent. I understand that no friend or anyone is gonna talk or text every single day. But it’s always been  me having to reach out to be able to hear anything from them. And that’s usually the reason why I stop talking to them, because it ends up feeling like a chore to having to be the one to keep this relationship going when it feels like they don’t wanna talk to me. In short, I’m watering a dead plant. But there is one guy who has stuck with me. Even after high school who I am still in contact with from time to time. And I like that he’s the one reach out instead of it having always be me. 

Other than friends, I’ve had several relationships. 

Summary: 

5 Boyfriends - 4 irl & 1 ldr 

3 girlfriends - 2 and a half ldr, I “met” one of them at Grill City in Seafood City (an Asian grocery shopping). As in give note then follow up through online.

In a previous post I’ve spoken about one of the girlfriends I had

And I’m currently in one right now which is ldr

November of 2022 my family got a dog. He is now 3 years old. Birthday is August 22, 2022.

2022 was also the same year that my sister moved out for college. My sister graduated high school in 2019. Her major was bio chem. Doing her two years at community college. Took a one year break because of COVID. Then transfer to sfsu right after COVID. Then in 2025 she graduated with a bachelors I think in something chem related because she changes it half way through. And now she is going to be working in a pharmacy while studying to get her pharmacist license. 

And for me, I graduate high school in 2024, which is a no brainer since I said I was 19. Majoring in graphic design in a community college in my area since I was to lazy to apply to any. But long story short I had an iep (individual education plan) with a modified curriculum. Which means that I graduated with a certification of completion and not a regular high school diploma. Which is what why I’m doing community college since big colleges need a high school diploma. But either way I’d still be lazy to apply. 

I am now in my second year of college. 🤮 I don’t like when people how long will I take/how long I have left, because I feel like I’m behind since I don’t have a full schedule or nearly enough classes to be able to finish in under 4 years since I’m currently retaking the math class I did last fall, and almost failed every class I took. For me. I don’t care how long I take to finish. Community college might be the last place I will be for schooling. Since I’m just here to just get my shit done and move on. I feel like my parents expect that ima end up going to some university or art school. Like yea, it’s an idea. But that’s years away. I most likely won’t go further than community college. But I will always keep that option open no matter what happens. 

I will now go back to the consistent posting again. This update post took me forever to finish since I had a lot to say.

- Signing Out