“Situation-ship”

   I know I said I was you for keep y’all updated but I just couldn’t. During my vacation I got a bit sick. But it’s ok I’m fine now. Funny enough, after the vacation and I was home I took a self Covid test at home and it came out negative, and I told my mom about it and she didn’t believe me. So she said she was going to make me redo it the next day. And you know what, we never did it again. Lol

  Back to the “situation-ship” thing. My ex now friend who we’ll call Princess. 

✨Story Time✨

  About a year and a half ago I used to date Princess. But we fell in and out of our relationship since we’re long distance, 2 years apart, and in different places in our life. We got together because a family friend of mine forced us to be in a zoom call. Anyways after the second time she took a mental health break which was in late May early June I just couldn’t keep us together because of the pressure of trying to wait this out. Plus I thought it was just best for us to just not be together and we’ll just meet up and get together when time comes.

  I get into another relationship a day later then brake up a moth and a half ish later as I mentioned in last post. 

Me texting Princess again and trying to make friends because our statuses was fuzzy confusing and awkward every time I talk to her. I try to wait it out for which feels like eternity, but I never really get a chance to tell her that I wanted to get back together because I’m scared of commitment since it’s long d and I think it’s best if I wait a couple months until I try to get back with her. Then just a day ago, July 31 as I was texting her at an event, she eventually tells me “is it ok if I date this guy”? In my head I didn’t know of to process this. Like I wanted to just cry but I could because I was at a family friends event just siting in the audience. Then for about 20-30 minutes she stops texting me. Comes back to tell me that she was just talking to her mom. Which was fine. Then disappears for another couple of minutes then comes back to tell me “I started dating the guy about 20 minutes ago”.