I don't know why, to be honest.(no se porque la verdad)

Honestly, I don't know what's wrong with me. Every time I take a picture of myself, I feel awkward and scared to post it. And if I do post it, I end up deleting it later and thinking it was a mistake to upload it. So I just take pictures of landscapes or things that happen, and then I post those and keep quiet. I don't understand why I feel so uncomfortable posting a picture of myself, when thousands of other people post their photos, looking stylish and elegant, and looking amazing and unique.