I’m over life for real

I’m literally sick to my stomach over this fucking insurance bs. Idk what to do I’m stuck paying for two different things and no one wants to help. I’m fucking broke as a joke always and I’m just tired of existing anymore. People can say whatever they want. I know life is “supposed to be hard”

But this is rediculous overkill if you ask me. Just tired of doing every fucking thing BY MYSELF WITH NO HELP WHATSOEVER. I mean I get life is supposed to be hard but this is rediculous overkill if you ask me . Point blank period. Again there is no god bc if there were I wouldn’t be suffering like this . As my mom says “there is something always wrong with you “ yeah there fucking is bc no one is there to help me do anything and I can’t explain shit right so of course they don’t understand what I’m trying to say! Just leaving me feeling dumb as fuck! I’m honestly ready to check the fuck out. But of course .. you do that and you’re selfish.