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I have two jobs. One every weekday, the other twice a week. On paper, it doesn’t look impossible, but with my mental health, it feels like dragging myself through mud every single day. I did this back in the day and I was able to do it... but now?
I show up, I smile, I go through the motions. Inside, I’m barely functioning. I’m scared of burning out completely, but I don’t know how to stop without everything falling apart.
XOXO,
CoolMyMc Diamond
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Glitch-Chan.GX
Do you possibly have any idea why this could be? If you can (if not too expensive of course) get in contact with a doctor. Maybe they can help you or at least figure out what's going on. Burning yourself out isn't gonna be worth it. You could eventually get sick from this and then who knows how long it's gonna take to recover. I hope you find a way to balance your health. It's very important to take proper care of yourself but I do understand if your jobs are too demanding and it gets hard. Which isn't fair to you. You are just human can't do more than your best.
The problem is I have Autism Spectrum Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, I am not gonna be very stable even though I take medication for it. I want to be better of course and I am merting with my psychiatrist on September 10th! Gladly in my country hralth care is free (this is thr only great thing about my country) My families and my situation is sadly very bad to the point that my friend made me a fundraiser. :/ Thank you for trying to be supportive and not judging, I appreciate it! ^^
by CoolMyMc Diamond; ; Report
Then I totally get why you feel the way you do. It's tough living with disorders. If you don't mind me telling you. I also suffer from something causing me to have very limited energy so hearing others talk about their struggles, I can't help but to feel empathy. Anyway, it's great that you are still doing your best becoming the best version of yourself. It's makes me happy to hear and as well as not having to worry about your economy since I know in some countries it can unfortunately get very expensive..
I am sorry though to hear about your situation but I'm glad you appreciated my support. I will keep hoping for the best for you ^^
by Glitch-Chan.GX; ; Report