lungs

all i can think of is

i hope i don't feel this way forever

when i can't breathe and when i remember to

it feels like my lungs have been ripped out

this won't stop me from lighting a cigarette

i feel like i've been waiting

my whole life

for something to make it all feel right

i wish i could breathe again and i don't know what's missing or what i should cut off

my life is a mess and so is my fucking room