Killjoys

I fucking hate everyone in my family, when one of them gets mad, no one cares and then when I get mad because of them they go mad at me

They force me to get mad so that they can berate the shit out of me, dickheads I hate them so much, I can't wait to die 

If I can't die then ill get a job, move out and never visit them including family gatherings, I hate them so much they ruin my mood everyday, school is the only escape I have to them

I feel so much happier at school because of my friends, I love hanging out with them and I always get this warm feeling inside me whenever I'm with them. I never feel this at home. 

I really like my friends since whenever I yap and do things they all like it and comment to me, when I'm at home no one ever listens to me and whenever I talk about something serious, they don't listen and then just lecture me (theres a possibility that they will beat me up)

I never feel anything but hate to everyone in this family, they expressed hate to me first. I'm giving it to them back, they expect me to like them when they ignore me, shout at me, berate me, make fun of me to other relatives, beat me up and gave me reasons to kill myself? Wow, I love living in this family.