and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me

I'm willing to keep the friendships and the peace but now i know who are my actual friends and who isn't. Now i know where the loyalties are and I guess years and hardships mean nothing when a stranger throws a tantrum that was the direct consequence of her own actions, but y'know what, whatever. honestly I'm glad everyone is showing their true colors and beliefs because now i know who to stand up for and who not. I honestly don't like the stance of staying out of things when you're not that close to both sides, but honestly, I don't care. You have to lose what you had to realize what you didn't. And honestly, I've always known. i think i know who to value and who not, and honestly my dreams have been showing as well. i think it's funny how you do this considering you saw me crying in your bed, but we didn't even have time to talk about anything, and honestly, now I'm glad. I don't want to tell you about my feelings anymore and that's cool. I honestly know who to trust and who to not, so in the end it's all super cool cause who gives a shit? and i know who gives a shit about me and who doesn't. i love my band.