there's always someone worse than you

im so fucking pathetic. every love experience I've ever had has taught me that. i should probably really stay alone. it makes me so angry. why can't i have normal experiences like normal people? but then again, i do get to live crazy experiences. happy ones. my life is actually good. really good. 

so yeah, i guess I'm enjoying everything i have and mourning that I'll never have. my life is good. concentrate on what we have, not what we don't.