im better when you're gone.

its funny to think that none of this would've happened if you (or anyone) had gotten me a ticket. so lowkey, this is all your fault? like. my crashout and my confession were a direct action of being completely destroyed that day. when you stripped me of my heart, i suddenly had nothing to lose. at all. yeah. fuck you. you pretended to be so worried about me that day. why? how could you abandon me as if i meant nothing just a week after? coward. 

if i had actually killed myself, you wouldn't even remember me. bitch