learning a new skill

i started feeling awful about myself because i saw my musically/artistically talented mutual absolutely shred it on a guitar and sometimes the feelings of being awful wont subside even if i had those thoughts at 2:30AM (known to be an untrustworthy time to have thoughts about yourself)

ive decided that because i feel super unremarkable, i'd like to get better at singing. i always fuck it up when i go to karaoke with friends who all know how to sing, so maybe this is my chance to do something good for myself.

ig the best question to ask is how the hell do you learn how to sing when the apartment walls are so thin and you can just hear people walk around, flush the toilet, and use their sink next door? idk i feel kind of embarrassed.

i don't really have the money for a vocal coach either. everything's online anyways. 

worlds best pop punk/utaite arc in training i guess!!!! one of these days i'd like to do a cover of a japanese song i really like. 

how long does it take to be a SEMI-decent singer?? i know learning how to do art took me years. maybe im just impatient. id like at least a year. haha

maybe if i learn how to sing i'd feel more motivated to pick up bass again. maybe