Thinking too much and too little

Heyy, today is probably is the first day in a big time period in which I have really 0 things to do (technically there is one thing, but I am not the "main person" behind it). There is a stereotype about guys being able to "think about nothing" and this might be the a big sign that my brain is "non-binary" lol I am so worried of having said the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing by not saying anything allll the time :P Like, even in small online interaction this happens (right now, for example, my mind is really slow/tired, but for this type of thought it's like it just took an energy drink).

I hope it at least helps at burning some calories lol In this type of situation I kind of "envy" the me of the past... Or maybe just got old enough to talk about the glory of the past, when you weren't always reachable. Honestly, I really love having contact with all the people in my life S2 What I am needing is anxiety meds, not the return of the past lol.

At least not in this case, other things from the past can (and should) make a return! One example would be websites like this one, A.I. is incredible to find information and to combine different topics, but it also has a lot of potential to "cause erosion" in critical thinking abilities... And I also am not a big fan of the fact that it is already in places without announcing itself...

Anyways I have never really written about politics in this blog and surely won't start now. This is actually a great example for what I wrote in the beginning, I started this post to empty my mind and now, for the first time, am almost writing about society issues lol Well, at least these thoughts would have been more interesting than my rants about my appearance to be fair :P. If there is someone there that read it until here, sorry for the confusing text, it's not that bad normally lol, and wish you a Good Day/Night!! :) (can you see how much automatically I think about being annoying? Probably no one even will read this and I am already overthinking. Now I wanted to say that I actually do wish a good day/night to anyone reading, this is not only "trying to be nice"... tldr: I have issues lol).

Music of now: classical music.